close to the veil

You are already six weeks old. Please stop growing up. I could hold you all day and stare at your perfect face. Your smell is amazing. When I look in your eyes I feel like I'm closer to heaven. This week after I was done nursing you, you were playfully looking at my eyes. As we stared into each others eyes, I felt a spiritual connection to you. It wasn't words. It was feelings. I felt an outpouring of love from your spirit to my spirit. Tears came to my eyes as I realized The special connection we were experiencing together. I believe that for the past six weeks you have seen the beautiful good spirits that well in her home including my mom and others that have passed away from her family. I believe that you see them more than you see me and our family. As the color comes into your eyes it is as if you're seeing me, dad, Meriden, and Jeffrey for the first time.it makes you laugh and smile. I know that you are happy to be here on earth even though I am sure it was hard to leave the spare world.  Thank you for joining our family. We needed you. Your brother and sister adore you. They want to kiss you and touch you all day.every time Jeffery sees you he gets a bike grin on his face and with a wide smile says "hi Epha!"
I love you so much I can hardly stand it. Don't ever forget that!
Love,
Mom